As I am growing in life...I pay attention to the things that matter. Small things like, light..nature, colors that express energy and happiness.
I feel blessed and feel that God and my mom are watching over me every single day. Yesterday I had the chance to get an answer to a question I've had for so many years. This post is dedicated to "Maria".
My assistant manager came to me with pain in her heart and shared that her aunt just passed, she died of liver cancer. The thing is that I was told she had no chemo and not knowing what followed that I listened to Denice tell me the story.
Maria, passed the same way my mom did, and I'm sorry to share this but people who had someone go through cancer will probably also find this as an answer to her question. Mary was diagnosed with liver cancer only five weeks before she died, She was on the final stage. As some people know my mom passed of the same disease but it was stomach cancer. My mom was the most noble person you would have ever met, always thinking of others before herself. For such a long time I have been wondering if it was the chemo that killed my mom not the cancer, since many times people die of something else as the cause of death. Mary was not being able to swallow any more food due to the lymph nodes inflammation which happens when the cancer reaches the blood in the body at the final stage.
When my mom passed she had the same problem her lymph nodes did not allow her to eat but I used to think it was the chemo that caused that not the cancer. When my assistant manager said she did not go through chemo at all, a ll my questions were answered... I finally knew for sure it was the cancer that took my mom.
Today I pray for Mary, who had suffered as my mom did and for many others who suffer form diseases., I'm sure many of us agree that good people don't deserve this kind of death. But just remember this is temporary; as God says while evil exists we will suffer in this world... but heaven awaits... and for now we have time to seek God while we are here, I'm sure you think that he is the kind of God who is away and doesn't care but the truth is, I have personally felt his protection and love, will share about it soon, so let me just say that he wants us to get close to him and bless us, and even though we still live in this world let's not forget that "heaven is waiting for us..." and as for me I can't wait to see heaven....and my mom.
I feel blessed and feel that God and my mom are watching over me every single day. Yesterday I had the chance to get an answer to a question I've had for so many years. This post is dedicated to "Maria".
My assistant manager came to me with pain in her heart and shared that her aunt just passed, she died of liver cancer. The thing is that I was told she had no chemo and not knowing what followed that I listened to Denice tell me the story.
Maria, passed the same way my mom did, and I'm sorry to share this but people who had someone go through cancer will probably also find this as an answer to her question. Mary was diagnosed with liver cancer only five weeks before she died, She was on the final stage. As some people know my mom passed of the same disease but it was stomach cancer. My mom was the most noble person you would have ever met, always thinking of others before herself. For such a long time I have been wondering if it was the chemo that killed my mom not the cancer, since many times people die of something else as the cause of death. Mary was not being able to swallow any more food due to the lymph nodes inflammation which happens when the cancer reaches the blood in the body at the final stage.
When my mom passed she had the same problem her lymph nodes did not allow her to eat but I used to think it was the chemo that caused that not the cancer. When my assistant manager said she did not go through chemo at all, a ll my questions were answered... I finally knew for sure it was the cancer that took my mom.
Today I pray for Mary, who had suffered as my mom did and for many others who suffer form diseases., I'm sure many of us agree that good people don't deserve this kind of death. But just remember this is temporary; as God says while evil exists we will suffer in this world... but heaven awaits... and for now we have time to seek God while we are here, I'm sure you think that he is the kind of God who is away and doesn't care but the truth is, I have personally felt his protection and love, will share about it soon, so let me just say that he wants us to get close to him and bless us, and even though we still live in this world let's not forget that "heaven is waiting for us..." and as for me I can't wait to see heaven....and my mom.
"IN MEMORY OF MARIA AND MOM""
" . . . H E A V E N I S C L O S E . . . "